profile eugenia is currently studying in nus fass she misses the times spent with her lovely friends in anderson junior college and her days in that blue and grey uniform shouting across that big empty space twelve june is an important date and white is a nice and pretty colour everyone should smile and be happy because smiling is good for health just like brocolli she is a child of God and she trusts because everything is in His hands(: affiliates 2307!(: gpblog ajdance(: arica ashley beishan beverly brenda cedardance(: charissakwok charmainechoy chloe chunmeng cicilaahh clarissa dione ethel evelyn geraldine huiyi jalene jasmin jeremy jiamin joelmo joshuachee joshualoke julian lorraine mabel natalie nigel pastorkenny pastormary rachelchan samanthaleo samgoh serena serene shawnlim shawnng steph syeyuet terry thomas weijie weijun wenyuan youying yuanyin tagboard credits skin by: jane |
Thursday, May 18, 2006
): BOO. i really HATE being left out. su was bad enough. anyone sane person will know that being left out is a horrible horrendous feeling. bleah. ah whatever. i bet they dont even know im feeling like that. they dont know that they're leaving me out. they dont even realise that eugenia's not exactly near them and maybe somewhat far behind ALONE. no one notices that im not around. they seldom wait for me. they always start walking when everyone of them is present, leaving me out. and when im alone feeling horrible and keeping quiet, they'll be walking in a row HAPPILY talking away. most probably about something that i dont know cause i dont do the things that they do. even if im with them, they're most of the time talking about singers actors tv shows anything. but it's seldom something that i know of. and going out. no one tells me about any outing. i only find out when they happen to talk about it. well. and it's not those major times. it's the minor moments that add on to the hurt. im most disappointed with you. you're supposed to be one of my good friends. but you're seemingly the LEAST caring one. you're never walking behind with me when the group is divided into two. you're always in front. and im always behind. cause why. no one waits for me. and there'll be this one person who will be willing to walk behind you all with me. but that person is never you. and seeing that i was like that. feeling sad and all. you werent even one of those who asked if i was okay. i wanted to have a kfeb outing tomorrow. after cross-country. but well. it wont be a complete kfeb. cause of an outing NO ONE told me about. thankyou ppl for treating me like that. i so appreciate it. sigh. i really miss the lower sec times. where we're always together. thank God i still have wonderful friends i can talk to about these kinda stuff. and i'll always remember He's always there. |